AlexTaylor99

I've been thinking, thinking about what I have left, thinking about being lost, thinking about the place I want out of, thinking about finally leaving this lonely world for good.

I am leaving, leaving a world of suffering, leaving my despair in the shadows, leaving a world that doesn't want me, leaving the place with no light.

You left Ripped off my wings Left me broken and alone A shell of a girl Stranded alone in a living hell.

I am lost, lost in a world of evil, lost in a world with no hope, lost in the dark with no direction, lost in a place where mom controls everything, lost in a place i'm trying to disappear from.

 Walled up in my mind crawling with darkness, are my dreams, my nightmares, they bounce around my head, as I'm drifting to peace, never stopping nor slowing, they rock me to sleep. My dreams are not light always heavy with darkness, I toss and I turn as they drag me to hell, forcing me to dream of evil things that lurk. My darkness never dissipates they stay in my head trying to scare, when I wake up my dreams subside but the horror from them never dies, I hope and pray that my demons leave but I know in truth they never will.